in love with you
Regine Velasquez with Jacky Cheung

oops it was VERY harsh
sorry. if u ever come back to read.
environment:dark, mysterious,alone
well, this is where i am=)
it's 4.21am in the morning and i am bloging!
i actually woke up to study. so i did my maths
and tada im on the comp.went to some party yesterday night
and it was let me see boring cause i had to round
taking pics of everyone. hello? so do i get paid?
my sis got some 'token of appreciation' when she video cam
the whole of my neighbour's christmas party and i hope
i get something too=) exams starts on ext wednesday
so yeahh wish me good luck! hoping to get into a good stream
wont blog so often till after exams and im gonna change my blogskin.
now its GREY ANATOMY'S TIME! woohoo' season 3 episode 24
actually his not that so hot.

Had a blast of time today after all thats happen.
but jsut found out something actually.
it wasn't really him that was upseting me all the other time.
but it was that GIRL
Well, she does have a bf but sadly she dosen't know
how to cherish the ones she have and she might not know
what loosing them means.she does nto need to flirt
around with another guy. maybe try paying more attention
to yours rather than mine. Because of you and your messages
he even lied and said that he was too busy in the morning
and forgot to tell me if we were able to meet or not. thanks to you.
try having another girl talking to your bf in such a flirtatious manner .
i bet you will be feeling what i am feeling now. ouh wait maybe your love
isn't as deep as mine that you don't even care. let me tell you, I DONT CARE
is it not obvious enough that i would definitely be jealous because
you are talking to him,well please don't try steadling away what's mines thats not YOURS
i bet you'll regret what you ever did in you dam life.please just get lost and act like
a proper girl rather than a hooligan jumping here and there. it really hurts
alot knowing that your most beloved is lieing to you just because of a girl
who dosen't even know her limits. HEY i know his hot. BUT his totally mine now.

i hate the fact that
each time i look into
ur eyes and tell u how much
you really mean to me
and how sorry i am, all
u did was to turn and ignore
me. maybe u don't know how it
feels like but it's sad when i really
want to tell you what's going on
but u don't seem interested and
avoid what i say. even when i try
a million time saying the same thing
u will just continue talking about
other stuff. and even if u have something
to say about it, all u will just say
is a stupid phathetic laughter. you
only seem to be interested about stuff
about my friends and all. how i just wish
that maybe you could listen to me
for once and tell me what you think
about it.

nothing interesting happening
its boring to blog again. haha
this is so scary, april and me are
going up to the podium to talk!
so scary! i'm afraid my hands are going
to shake non-stop! hopefully i wont be
so afraid until pronounce wrongly. got to
see my little kitty yesterday. had
LOTS of fun. end of post. byes
i wanna sleep in ur arms and wake with u right beside me.
telling me everything is going to be ok.

thought it wasn't the kind
of 'wonderful memories' that
i wanted it to be, i guess u
still was happy. i'm so glad
its ok i wanna try harder the
next time round than.
i wanted you to come but you didn't.

i didn' think i would be
coming here to blog. but
i felt it need to say i had to
say something and unfortunately,
i've got no one to tell this
to. i can't tell that person cause
he wont really have any reactions.
so i decided to say it out here.
way easier than telling in person.
imissu and i really do.
i want to hold you just for once
out of a billion times we meet.
the day has ended sleeping time.